Lost in the pain and misery you put me in,
you were blind,
unable to see what we could have been.
You closed the doors,
and left me behind, scarred,
scared and incomplete in the hands of time.

Now when I see you,
I want to ball up and hide,
feeling cold, and all alone,
just wanting to die.
I can hear you at night, i
n my head,
whispering the nothings we never had.
I wish you didn't hurt me like you did, n
ow because of you I feel there is no reason to live.
You made me feel like I was nothing,
just a child, without a heart,
without a soul,
but when I think again,
I am a child within.
I may be just a mere girl,
but this mere child can do so much more with her life.

I will move on,
find someone new,
someone who will care for me as I did for you.
Eyes of secrets that mix in my head, like a puzzle, a mystery,
a story left unsaid. I
changed once, but never again,
I am different now and
I can see the good that lies within,
I am ready to begin.
Everyone is here for a reason,
I just need to find my own.
Life goes on, as fast as light,
I don't know where to start,
before I know it,
it will be past, a complete end. Never knowing love,
or how it feels,
to have someone care for you,
as you do them.
I still have time to do what I must before my time is through.
Times of laughs, joys, friends,...boys,
time for my destiny....no more time with you.
Good-Bye sweet child,
for that is what you are,
you have not grown up yet,
no room to start.
To busy with your life,
to notice I was there,
now that I am gone,
you have time to spare.

 
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