I did the one thing everyone always told me not to do
The one thing i thought that i never wanted to do
But i took a risk and it's not worth it well it was then
But it was only today that i realized something happened
Something changed in me that day that i did weed
I simply just wasn't being me
And i wanna go back and say no
but there's only 1 chance right then and there i should have known
So now i sit at home and cry
well if your wondering why so am i
I don't know i mean i don't have to do it again
BUt it is a craving i have now...maybe i am addicted
I could be but maybe not
I don't know if next time i will smoke that pot
so i guess we will see next weekend if i do it again
I have so much guilt whether or not to tell my friends
I lost one already i know that
and i have no way of getting her back
Because i did smoke it i did do weed
and that was on thing that i always said no to and she liked that about me

 
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