Tears welling up
Behind my tired eyes
But I won't give in
I won't cry
Crying won't change a thing
Daddys so transient
Never permanent
Mommy would rather get stoned
Than spend time with me
She's gonna be gone soon
Killing herself slowly
Numbing herself to the pain
But she can't see the pain shes causing me
Doesn't see the tears well up
Behind my exhausted eyes
My best friend doesn't talk to me
I know it's my fault
But I still feel deserted
I sit and look pretty
Put on a smile
So my love doesn't see
My little problems, my hurt
My insecurities
I have so much to say, just to vent
But no one wants to listen, no one who cares
Oh woe is me, I'm such a pity whore
So I will continue to paint on my plastic smile
And put on a happy face
So they don't see my hurt
They won't see the tears welling up
Behind my resigned eyes.
 
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