Days and days ago,
We were together laughing and smiling.
But today we no longer talk,
there is silence and we are left unsmiling.
I am broken into pieces,
scattered around the places we have been.
Is your heart scattered too?
Are you even still my friend?
I remember the times,
we shared together.
We used to be lovers,
brother and sister, two of a feather.
But now all i can do,
Is sit and cry.
Loneliness, Heart-ache,and
that feeling of wanting to die.
I want to call you,
I want you to care,
but all i can do is sit here and
look at the phone in a long empty stare.
I know I hurt you.
I know I lost your trust.
I know I lost my best friend,
and yet I just sit sit here and let our memories gather dust.
We had our hard times,
but we always pulled through,
better than before and if i could regain that
we would be better than we ever knew.
Do you even miss me?
Have you gotten rid of everything
i ever got you ,
and everything we ever shared?
I hope that one day that you and i will pull through.
But for now,
I can only hope and dream,
remember our memories,
and drown my sorrows in a big bowl of ice cream.
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