I feel incomplete
Broken in so many ways
Because when you ended it all
You ended my life.
I feel dead in front of everyone else
Smiling that fake screwed-up smile
Knowing that you don’t need me
Can’t see me
Won’t talk to me
And I’m so damn sorry that I let you down.
But all I want and wish for
Is a second chance.
You can’t say you tried that hard
And still let me go that easy
Without even giving me the whole story
Behind your fake-ass act.
I knew I was done for
That you wouldn’t understand it
Tell me tell me tell me
Do you even miss the tinier pieces of me?
That your soul bleeds for?
My booty? My lips?
No?
Wow. That makes me hurt.
I already miss your phone calls
Your smiles, your lips
Your ‘handfuls’
Your everything.
The way you sent shivers up my spine
When your hand grasped my knee
The way your arm snaked around my middle
Looking for a soft spot you could
Snuggle up into.
But I need to know, babe
Where did we go?
What happened to us?
I bet you think
You wasted your time
But I want to change! For you!
Please, please, please.
Let me change.
Let me stay!
Please
I want to beg
To change, for a second chance
Everyone say to forget
“He was nothing”
Well
SCREW THEM!
You were EVERYTHING to me!
You were my universe!
Come back to me
I hate crying for you
I hate dying for you
Talk to me
I’ll do something stupid
I’ve attempted suicide
Damnit, God knows I’ve tried!
Please, baby, please please please
Come back to me
Don’t let me go to waste
Come back to me.

 
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