I dont know what to say
I dont know what to think
My life is what you pay
And it starts with 1 little drink

1 drink becomes 2
And 2 becomes 3
You know what your going to do
And you know its going to hurt me

You leave the bar
You can barely stand
You get in your car
And on the radio is my favorite band

You're so close
Then I hear
You overdosed
And I shed 1 last tear

I hear you walk through the door
Im scared as I could be
I mite have been around 4
I wish you couldve seen

Immediately I stop crying
So you wont scream and yell
Inside I am dying
Alcohol is the smell

I can feel the end coming soon
And I start to cry
I look up at the moon
The second before I die

She didnt realize what she had done
Until she found me on the floor
Blood-covered, laying next to a gun
Then she remembered, what happened when she walked through the door

She murderer her little girl
That one cold and lonely night
Whenever she thought about it, it make her stomach curl
She doesnt know Im at the light

Because She didnt know what she was doing that night

 
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