Don’t be surprised…
If one day I’m not here
I’m sick of living this life,
With worry and despair.
I don’t want to put up with this bull
Day after day
I don’t want to keep feeling like my only answer…
Is running away.
Don’t be surprised…
If I no longer answer to you call.
I’m tired of being pushed around.
And being backed up against this wall
I don’t want the fights,
The lying or the rest of the shit
I just want to be able,
To no longer feel it.
Don’t be surprised,
If I didn’t say goodbye…
It because I didn’t want to hurt you in my healing process,
And I didn’t want to see them cry
 
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