To you i must run,
My tears have just begun,
I feel terror and pain in everything,
I'm even scared when the phone starts to ring.

I run to my secret place,
There i can see your face,
And I finally feel sage, but not for long,
I hear screams i must run along.

I run to somewhere, i don't know,
There's wind, its cold, but there is no snow,
I sit there and shiver,
Tears begin to fall, my lips begin to quiver.

I look to the right,
Suddendly day turns to night,
And I slowly continue to run,
The dark has cast, dark has won.

I look up to the sun,
That is no longer there, night has begun,
I'm stll running, running away,
Trying to escape dark, looking for day.

I still run, running somewhere,
I don't know where, but i must get there,
I'm running and i ts cold,
My life is gone, it's been sold.

I have to run to be alone,
I'm running to be alone, I'm running on my own,
I feel I should stop because tehre's no use,
But I must trekk on, watch out, I'm on the loose!

As I run I begin to cry,
I'm running from the world built on a lie,
Tears fall and I suffer, I want to stop but still I run,
I look for a reason, but there is none.

I want to run to my secret place,
For once more, I want to see your face,
I must run away, afraid to face another day,
I keep troding on, going my own way.

My cheeks are cold and i am tired,
I need to stop, but my mind is wired,
I need to reach my destination to stop the screams,
I'm still running, is this one of my horrid dreams.

I'm running now to my secret place,
I'm running so hard, as if running a race,
I reach my secret place and I see your face,
Slowly your face shatters, like a fragile vase.

I start to cry, please don't leave,
I want to feel the warmth I used to recieve,
Don't leave me here, please don't go,
The feeling of not having you, is one I don't want to know.

I take a seat, I can't and won't go on,
I'll sit here and watch every sunset and every dawn,
I need to ese your face,
just to know you're okay away from this place.

I can't run any longer,
I wish I wasnt weak, I wish I were stronger,
I want you to be here and feel you near,
I just need you to be here.

I don't want to run, but I feel I must,
I loved your face and in you I could trust,
I have to leave, again I start to run,
My days are dark, no more light, no more sun.

And as i begin to run once more,
On the side there begins a snore,
I still cry as much as I used to do,
I even cry just thinking of you.

I have no secret place to run too,
I ran to my secret place only to see you,
And now thawt you are gone, i must run to go on,
Your face has left and with it my love has gone.

Now i must run, where is still a mystery,
My old thoughs and tears are history,
It's still cold in here,
On my cheek is a frozen tear.

Run I must along this trail,
If I don't make it, I will fail,
I'll run until I can't run anymore,
I'll run till my whole body is sore.

I'll run until I fall off the Earth,
I'll run for all I'm worth,
Which isn't m uch, thats somethin I know,
I've got strength though, even if it doesn't show.

I don't know why I run,
I've been running for so long, I forgot when this running begun,
I think I'm running from fright,
So i must flea into the myths of night.

I must be running in fear,
I'm in fear because you're not near,
It feels like I've lost my mind,
It's hard to see, hard to find.

I cry as I run because I'm scared,
I think I'm scared because you've never cared,
I know you have told me that you do,
But I guess I have trouble believing thats true.

And I'll continue to run until I die,
So that I can have my final cry,
Then to me people won't have to lie,
I can finally stop, no need to try.

I'll run until I know you love me,
It won't be long, trust me,
I know you do, I just have some doubts,
I'll run until the inside of me shouts.
 
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