This was written as a conclusion(ending) about my ex bf. It tells of what
his deceit, and cursing caused. About the "new" he , he was.
Saying that "he" was someone I could trust, though it was far
from it. That I was to "act" as though all was well, when it was
horrible. And the strange, awkward effect during his rage to me.


Perfectly linked,
Like a cat and a mouse,
Before the catch was taken-
You took my world,
And crashed it to the ground.
With your explanations,
Your devious contemplations,
Of another for me to believe-
I had no way to express,
What it all meant to me.
Strangely my voice sounded
No notes,
Pain tingled,
Throughout my throat.
For no reason,
Nor explanation,
Before I knew it,
You were done.
A month of screeching sound,
30 days,
Of no ways,
And no hows,
I sat in silence,
As each day worsened,
And you stepped,
From the character,
I knew you were,
To a haunting portrait,
In the final act,
That you had begun.
Like a horror,
Evolves from an epic,
I was a character that you chose,
For me to portray.
Not that I could decide,
Or negociate,
I was placed somewhere ,
I could not leave from,
To hold onto something,
I was now involved.
As a clock ticks in eloquence,
My speech came at the exact pause.
It returned after that month-
Still I not able to defend,
My part,
For you change your role,
From the man of horror,
To the inoccent bystander,
Whos place was in the alley next to me.

 
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