You would never understand the reason I am the way I am.
You will never see inside my empty soul all the things I hide.
You will never be able to count all the tears I cried.
It started when I was about 12 I didn't know my Dad yet, my brother was
a jerk to me, and You, You Mom, You always cared more for Cassie and Ryan.
You will never be able to know, because My outside doesn't show all the
pain.
I cover it with smiles and laughs but inside everything is misty, dark and
black.
I hate You "mommy dearest"..the one who would be their forever and
ever.
Did forever end when Cassandra was born?
Im stuck I'm broken I'm sad I'm torn.
sometimes I wish that I would just die, or sometimes I wish I was never
born.
You will never understand Me though, Mom.
You will never feel the way I feel, do You know what it's like to sit
there at night and sit in my room on my bed and just cry?
That happens alot I feel tortured by Ryan.
All I can do sometimes is just sit there Crying.
It's funny how everything bad seems to happen to me!
I'll leave You alone now, "My dearest Mommy".
 
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