Fear Not, is what i'm told
God is your father, your's to hold
I try to believe, i really do
i wonder if he favors me as much as you
why did he allow my family to fall apart
seperation from my mother, she was my heart
broken and shattered
like the day i left, she was battered
mom i've always loved you
please believe it, it's true
even though i've grown
in me your love was sewn
today i sit and think
i feel a missing link
when i sit and re-read old letters
of how she would have made it all better
with a class or two
and a clean life, new
i believed her
up until i learned better
ten years go by
as the letters get scarce, i wonder why
was it all a lie?
you didnt want to make me cry?
well good job mom..
i try to stay calm
but i cant help but wonder
why, for you, i hunger
you got them back, why didnt anyone call me?
your little girl, apart of the family i was supposed to be..
i guess, to god, the blame isnt due....
but to me for being ignorant, and for the hurtful decisions?

you..


 
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