Speaking to myself I find no answers at all,
Kept everything inside and have no one else to call
Not understanding the things I say
Watching myself screw up everyday
Seeing so much time pass by
Everything in it seems to be a lie
Realizing that I have more strength than before
Noticing how I don't care anymore
Finding the words to speak aloud
Remembering that I lost all respect, and have no crowd
Listening the the voices in my head
Forgetting that I'm wanted dead
Pleeding for once last chance to show
Having more control than whats known
Arguing with myself towards who I really am
Giving up on my life plan
Losing everything I own
Sitting in tears, knowing I'm alone.*
 
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