this depression, such great suppression
breath cut short, everything brings tears.
i live in the dark, livin in fear.
loss of you, loss of life.
things are wrong, nothings right.
the worlds turned around,
up up up and crash back down.
you weren't there to break my fall,
I love you anyways- with my all

a feeling undenied
but either way i cry
no matter what i say
theres something in the way
nothing i can do anymore
theres a hole in my heart that I tore.

i wish i could blame it all on you
but i know its my fault too
things are different and its sad
cant be happy but im not mad
anger has faded, its nothing now
just empty.. but how?
all those feelings i had inside
ripped apart by this tide

i'll keep you in my heart and soul
but there will always be a hole
now until forever you remain
a part of me, you're my rain

 
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