I’m so tired of life
I will let it show with this knife
All of this time with nothing to do
And nobody new
I will let it out
Without any show of a doubt
I will scream loud
Screaming loud so you can be proud
Of what you are doing to me
I wish you can just leave me be
You’re killing me by just standing there
I wish you can go somewhere
Anywhere but here
Somewhere but not near
I pray for night to take you away
So I say goodbye today
One of us will leave
This is how it should be
Away from each other
Not standing by for one another
Away from you, away from me
We should and shall leave
You always just sit there like nothings new
Ignoring me like you always do
Walk by me like you don’t know who I am
Trust me, I’m not like them
So wake up and make your move
Make it right so we can’t lose
Everyday we all get older
Everyday we all get colder
I’m sick of waiting for you
For your answer and your move
Now it’s your turn
Theirs no more time to learn
I will always wait for an answer
Until I go with the Riverside lancers
Theirs no more time to spare
So I ask you now, do you care?
“Tomorrow never dies”?
That’s just a lie
Everyday we are dying
So I will wait here lying
On my death bed
With my heart hidden in a tool shed
This poem I write
Is our life we fight
So please give in and surrender
If your angel dies, I will mend her
If you like me not
Then I won’t try to tie the knot
I won’t make you
But the crowd will boo
So if we win
We will go in
Into a life where we…
We could be happy and be…
Well, allow me to put it this straight
We won’t let our emotions shake
But you’re killing me, hitting me
With everything you can be
And for once I hit you back
Where your defense lacks
I will strike
And hit a person I much like
Just so you can feel
A fragment of my pain that I seal
Seal in your veins
Till your heart rains
The love you could’ve had
Now I am mad
For you have ignored me
And blew me away from thee
So now I end this…
This letter that has a message that you missed
I like you a lot
I had fought, spilled blood, mixed emotions, and screamed
I stand here never redeemed
Now I say bye
Now I cry
About a girl I always wanted
But never had

 
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