Nervous, scared, unaware.
Shy, quiet, what is where?
Juniors, seniors, sophomores, teachers,
Someone help me get the answers.

New baby at this school,
Trying so hard to keep my cool.
Obeying all the seniors commands,
Afraid I’m going to get trash canned.

Hearing that nothing will happen,
Only guys will get threatened.
Knowing so still a nervous wreck,
Peer pressure, drugs, all to reck.

Who to hang out with or where to go,
How do I just go with the flow?
So many choices, as they all judge me,
Why should it matter as long as I’m happy?

Trying to get out there, trying to get noticed,
Trying hard to fit in, just going my deepest.
Losing my feelings, losing my insides,
Losing myself and my heart that guides.

My childhood self and personality,
All of it is becoming so blurry.
I just want to be the person I am,
Without people giving a damn.

 
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