it hurts inside
and i don't know why
i just want to run and hide
and start to cry
i want these feelings to subside
these thoughts of me wanting to die.

the pain that i feel
it just seems to real
its sometimes to hard to bare
it seems sometimes thats its everywhere
and sometimes it feels like no one would care
if i left and i wasnt there

it would be so easy just leaving right now
no more stupid sayings, hippos, llamas, and a cow
i dont like having to pretend that you care
really wishing that i werent there
sure you say you don't lie
but i know when you say those words, you'd wish i'd die

its just to much to bare
to much to handle, not worth to even care
i just want to go away because it hurts inside
i just want to run and hide
wishing these feelings would subside
wishing that there was someone to which i could confide

my thoughts and my feelings, and maybe a few dreams too
but no one would listen they wouldnt have a clue
of my hopes and my wishes that i'd wish would come true
but i know that they'd just change the subject to something new
its just to hard staying here
with my eyes so wet, not a day without a tear

it hurts inside
and i dont know why
i just want to run and hide
i just want to cry
and i want these feelings to subside
these horrid feelings of wanting to die

 
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