Words you've said,
Have hurt me so,
Making me wish i were dead,
Making me wish that you'd go.

Hating how you make me feel,
You make me want to go away,
The love you have for me, no longer feels real,
I just hate thinking how you make me hate living each day.

But then there are days,
When i can't help but smile,
You make me happy in so many ways,
But that happiness, only lasts a little while.

Because then I'm hurt some more,
And I just can't stand the pain,
You've hurt me so deep, deep to the core,
You've made my days with no more sun, just more rain.

But I know you love me,
At least thats what you've said,
But things have been weird, not how it used to be,
Everyword you say, makes me smile, but some of the words I dread.

You've made me happy before,
And I smile whenever I hear your name,
I want to smile and be happy some more,
I don't like it when you cause me pain.

But deep inside, i know your love is real,
Because I can tell, how you put your hand through my hair,
And the way you make me feel,
And you caress my face, making sure i'm there.

But then why does it feel like you always hate me,
Its just really weird, the way you do things,
Even though you tell me you love me,
I just dont know, i need to get my barings.

For now I'll stay speechless,
Because I have no words to say,
How i feel, and how to get out of this mess,
I'll have to try to say something, another day.
 
Copyright © lonelypoet6769, All Rights Reserved