At night i lie awake

at night i lie awake...
I wish that everything was a lie
lie awake wishin id die

at night i lie awake...
cryin myself to sleep
lie awake wishin i wouldnt weep

at night i lie awake ...
hopin my life would change
lie awake thinkin of plans to arrange

at night i lie awake...
hurtful things cross my mind
lie awake hopin to leave problems behind

at night i lie awake...
cryin once again
wonderin where?how?and when?

got my plans all thought out
its gonna be the perfect thing
i hold the gun to m head
hopin to kill fast
i was just hopiin good times would last
but .....boom i do it
leavin a painful life behind

now no more pain,no more hurting,no more hate
sounded good to me.......
 
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