I think my brain is filling up with blood,
The explosion of it all has left me feeling cold,
Feeling unloved.

I think my lungs are filled up to the brink,
All the water inside them is pulling me down,
I sink.

But what does this all mean?
Does it mean everything really was the way that it seemed?
Is everything the same?
Am I still insane?

Looking at me like I’m something that can’t speak,
Whispering about me as if I am something that cannot think.
It all drives me insane,
These lives you live are all so lame.
Forgive me for going my own way,
But you’re not going to brainwash me.
What is it you’d make of me?
Another one of your products of society?
Well don’t plan on it,
Not this time,
You’re not going to put me on your stupid fake display.
I am going my own way.

I think my life is blowing up,
All this resisting has dried my own coping abilities up,
You sucked them up.

I feel my eyes rolling back into my head,
So many things I left unsaid,
I realize that now as I fill my heart with dread.

But what does this all mean?
Was my life truly worth more than it had seemed?
A last breath laden with regrets,
Not going to make it, it seems,
But at least I’m proud of me,
For not slipping to your ways.
 
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