I can't stay mad at you this time
I can't bear to watch the pain unwind
I can't seem to get things straight
I can never leave this place
Do you see me fading here?
Wondering when I'll disappear
Hiding from the voices now
Seeping back into the ground
Waiting, watching out for me
I am stalked by my own plea
To not let this get me down
To not let this be my frown
I can't break this mold I'm in
I can't stand the pain within
I can never tell the truth
I can't hold my own with you
Why must I reveal my fears?
Bleeding silence in my ears
Destroying all that's left of me
Rejected by society
Lying down in spite of you
Trampled by the cause of truth
To never pray see you again
To never let myself give in
I won't take this anymore
I won't take this senseless bore
I'll never face the past again
I won't give up before my end
I don't know what
Redemption means
I don't see what
Forgiveness brings
I can't comprehend
The act of repressing
I can never be your blessing
So stop all that you criticize
Stop your hypocritic lies
Close your eyes
Of judgemental loathe
Burning deep beneath your soul
Penetrating...a look to kill
Madness bears a violent seal
I'll break this mold
You've grounded me in
I'll admit the fact
I've committed these sins
I'll rebel against
Your ignorant cause
A generation so pure
Turns out to be lost
A hold on society
That gives a bad name
Some leave a mark
But I'll leave a stain
Your ignorant impulses
And wrong accusations
Lead me to rebelion
With no hesitation
Confusion takes it's brutal wrath
Makes a bruise
Where your illusions were cast
Terrorizing voices
Plead to let me return
To the pit of my life
Where I'm destined to burn
So destroy me now
And neglect who I am
Abolish the design
By destiny's hand
Antagonize the truth
Being plummeted by the cause
Forget all the ones
Who have chosen to be lost
Crush all the plasters
That you have created
Trash all the lies
That were so overrated
My guilt, my doubt
Controlling my mind
My sweet serenity
Reverses the crime
Through these eyes of which
I've seen the world
Through the eyes
Of a lonely girl
Forced to live
By your high standards
Rejecting commands
With my own answers
Questioning authority
Refusing to bow
I replace all the hate
With visions of doubt
Doubt of this world
To what it's become
Doubt of the life
That made me run
Doubt of the promises
That were so untrue
From the mindless drones
That remind me of you...



 
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