The darkness surrounds me,
an everlasting reminder of my past,
the past that I long to forget,
a past filled with the memory of you.
These memories hold on to me, and they won't let go,
they haunt me...
the visions of our short time together,
they all seem to blend together now,
a great entangled web of images,
the glimpses of your last days together,
the ones where you shut me out,
where you left me out in the cold,
only to fin me again with a frozen heart,
a heart of stone.
You wanted me to forgive you,
I wanted to forgive you,
but I did not know how,
I had forgotten how.
But even more vivid than the memories of abandonment,
are the ones of you,
you smiling,
and your eyes,
the soft tone on your voice as you told me that you loved me,
and the sound of promise.
These are the memories that keep me just below that surface of all my pain,
I fight to break free,
but I cannot come up for air,
because something still lurks in the depths of my heart,
something for you,
and I cannot escape it.

 
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