I have pain in my life,
Yes that is true,
But i cover it up,
With my dark make up eyes.

I say i'm fine,
and i hate to lie,
But what i told you,
Not one part was true.

I sit alone and pretend like i care,
And you stare back and question,
I just look in my mirror, and see the lies,
In my dark make up eyes.

I cover up the hurt,
With what ever i can,
But sometimes its not enough,
My pain shines through.

I want to tell you how much it hurts,
But I'm scared you'll freak,
If you knew about my make up,
You'd know how i feel, through my dark make up eyes.

You say you're there, not to hurt me,
But how come when i talk to you,
All i hear are lies, why do you do this,
Did i hurt you before? is this why you act as you do.

I know if i'd cry, my pain would be clear,
But you can't see my pain,
If i hide them well,
Under my dark make up eyes.

You'd hate the words I say,
In my head, the ones where everyone is dead,
And how i see my self, as you see me,
How bad i look, but its just the pain!

Just because of pain,
I don't look good at all,
So you tease me on that, forcing me to layer on more,
Oh these dark make up eyes.

I try to stay hidden, away from you,
And all the hurt i get, still comes,
What the hell did I do?
To deserve this much torment.

Can't i be alone, and try to fix my problems,
Without you getting in my face,
Saying I'm just messed, that i'm just not thinking straight,
Well what do you see, under these dark make up eyes?

I've told you how i felt before,
But you were never there,
When I needed you most,
Your face was scarce.

Why did you do this to me,
Now all i have is pain,
I hate you, for making me feel this way,
Making me have dark make up eyes.

Leave me as i am,
Just walk away,
Because I can't take the pain,
Walk out of my life, please just go.

I had to tell you how much you've hurt,
And what do you have to say?
You're silent as could be,
I'll wait here, with my dark make up eyes.

I just want to tell you this,
I've had so much pain,
And i show it through my face,
But what do you see?

Just another girl with problems,
Just another girl who suffer from pain,
Just another girl who has to much to deal with,
Just another girl..with dark make up eyes...
 
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