why do i feel this way, why am i so sad?
when i put my life in perspective, it isn't all that bad.

i had good friends, good in sports, and good grades,
but it seems as though all of that has slipped away.

friends and family still think that i'm the same,
happy little girl--always up for playing a game.

nobody knows this other, sorrowful side of me,
they don't know i hate my life, that i am longing to flee.

"somethings changed about you", thats what teachers say,
and the common question from my friends is "girl, are you okay?"

i wish i had the strength, to yell that somethings wrong,
but instead i've kept it inside of me--quiet for so long.

i know i need to talk to someone, but i don't know who,
gives a damn about me, and won't treat me like i'm two.

but now i realize...now i see,
they're too busy with their own lives, to help a girl like me...

 
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