its different now, than it was before
it was the first time you kissed me,
that an ''i love you'' didnt follow.
the first time you held me,
and it felt too tight.
first time that you touched me,
and it didnt feel real.
first time you hugged me goodbye,
and i wanted to leave.
first time we made love,
and i wanted to cry.
cause that night was the first night,
that i wanted to die.
 
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