I feel like my marriage is falling apart,
It would be quicker to rip out my heart.
Each wall of my life comes tumbling down,
While he's locked in a room without any sound.
He doesn't hear the warnings or the cries for help,
meanwhile I'm trying to hold it together myself.
Do I say he's not trying, OH NO, he's sincere, but his lack of
love is creating my fear.
When I go to bed I feel so alone, there's a man laying beside me, but
noone to hold.
Am I saying I'm perfect, DEFINITELY NOT, when it comes to being a good
wife, I lack alot.
I don't want to rip him apart, 100% pure gold, that is his heart.
He means well, and he tries hard, but today, I am going to start to show him
the love I'm longing to feel, doesn't he realize I'm willing
to kill?!?!?
Maybe till then, I'll keep writing my thoughts, keep singing my songs,
and feeling my loss.
 
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