Letting myself believe a lie
and keeping what i really thought sit inside
never understanding why you do what you do
guess I'm never going to be good enough for you.

Thinking I finally found some truth to life
somebody that would'nt lie
I was wrong, your another part of everybody else,
I believed a lie, I need to scream at myself.

Remembering how I'm unwanted
and you are too, but in my mind you wont be forgotten
I want to let you go, never think of you again
I can't decide if I even just want to be your friend.

I'm not one to hurt this way
Pain never healed, and nothing will be the same,
Trusting you with everything
Now I just let you walk away from me.

Over this I cant depress
I'm constantly gaining more stress
Remembering every word from the past
Realizing its now the last.

A part of me wont let you go
but that is something I will not show
Again I will pretend and keep everything inside
And watch myself let a single tear cry.*
 
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