Not sleeping at night
too many fears to try and fight
drowning in all the pressure I make
None of these tears are fake.

Closing my eyes, seeing everything inside
hoping I've found some way to hide
Still haunted by that isn't real
wanting to get rid of what I feel.

Making no sense to me
not understanding what I see
inside my head history repeats
no way this picture I can defeat.

As tears stream down my face
I realize how I can't be replaced
Self control I've gained again
For this I can thank my best friend.*
 
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