I've hidden everything inside
getting so sick and tired of living this lie
having nobody to tell the way I feel
because nobody realizes this smile isn't real.

To cure the pain, for a temporairy amount of time
My wrists were slit, and I dropped the knife
I wanted to die, yet I wanted to live
but I had nothing else to give.

Watched the blood stream down my arms
too satisfied to see it caused more harm
seeing every problem released
standing in blood, soaked to my feet.

I gave up on life, having no regrets
and anybody who cares hasn't come close to showing it yet
Had gotten rid of every problem I faced
not even caring that I can't be replaced.

I let suicide become my need
not giving a chance to see what life might change to be
Watching myself slowly die
Finally I succeeded in suicide.*

 
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