CLOSURE


I loved you blindly
left myself unguarded
so I never saw it coming
the shot gun blast to the heart
fragments of you and me
lie everywhere
voices tying to quite me
telling me to lie still
my misery wont let me speak
I'm in pain, bleeding tears
If you were a surgeon
would you help me
would you cleanse my wound
lay hands on me
could you heal me

I try to recreate you in my mind
try to freeze a part of us in time
replay all your words of love
but my thoughts poison me
wondering what I did or didn't do
unable to handle losing you
colorful memories pouring out
stain the floor and walls
I collapse upon my knees
as it hurts to even breathe
I need to know why
I need the pain to subside
if you were a surgeon
would you help me,
would you bandage my wound
lay hands on me
could you heal me

I am an open wound
walking thru my reality
watching my soul fall away
In pain, bleeding tears
I see you, hear your voice
as I cry out to you
asking, pleading
I need to know
would you do this much
to end my suffering
to end my pain,
If you were a surgeon
would you suture me up
close my wound
lays hands on me
can you heal me

 
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