I loved you more than you probably imagined.
I prayed to god why did you let this happen.
You took away the one who gave birth to me...
I prayed through my tears couldn’t you hear me?
Why did you take away a mother from a son?
Did I do something wrong to you what have I done?
I would have died infinite terrible deaths so that she could live.
I would have built churches for you and my soul I would have give.
But it's too late now the damage is already done
When it happened all I felt was anger and sorrow and I only blamed one...
You my holy father YOU did this to me!
I shouted I hated you did you hear me then?
My pain could you see?!
But I have to learn from this I cant always live in anger
After all you are my god and your son my savior
But when I think back to it my heart fills with sorrow
I remember those three days
It was as if there would be no tomorrow
I remember when my father said you were dying
I was emotionless but inside I was crying
So began a time when I had to summon all my power
It was a terrible time my heart and souls darkest hour
So for three days I had to be there and see
My mother slowly die she didn’t want to pass away in a hospital
She didn’t want to die in captivity
For three days my mother slowly died
Then came a friend of hers and she told me why
She told me that she was staying alive because of me...
She fought away death long enough for me to see
She did it because she wanted her first-born sons blessings before she died
So lying in her deathbed I approached my mother’s ear
And I whispered to a her a whisper so faint that only she could hear
And I told my mother just minutes before she died
I told her through my tears and I tried my best not to cry
That I Loved her and that it was Okay for her to go...
She was so weak that whimper was all she could show..
And I stood up and walked away my strength in every stride
That was the last time I saw her living before she died...
And that is my story of how I lost my mother
Learn from it always tell yours how much you love her...



 
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