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I Didn't Want To...
05/19/2004 @ 6:44am
By:
morningstar

I really wanted to stay
I wanted to prove everyone wrong
But to this very day
Nothing could keep me going strong

Couldn’t take it anymore
My emotions were so mixed up
I wanted to walk out the door
I couldn’t stay like this, all cooped up

You touched me when you never should
You hurt me so deep inside
If I could kill you, believe me I would
But instead, look who died

As a child it seemed normal
I forgot about it and trusted again
But then
Realized you were just abnormal

What went through your mind
You touched me in ways I never understood
Now you’ve left me confined
Confined to this darkness for good.

You did it one more time
I couldn’t keep it hidden
This time I knew you committed a crime
It’s something that is forbidden

I don’t understand why
I don’t think you could ever explain
It’s about time I just say good-bye
Because you’ve caused way too much pain.

Why did you bother to come
Did you want to hurt me one last time
Well this is what I have become
This is the outcome of your horrible crime

It feels as though you took the knife
And jammed it into my heart.
Well I guess that’s just the way of life
And now I’ve had to depart


I wanted to stay, I really did
But I couldn’t take it anymore
I was better off dead
That’s when I opened up the drawer.

Now here you are looking at me
Do you really believe you’ve done nothing wrong
Well this is my plea
That you’ll see what you’ve done before long

 
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