constant mission
to desifer right from wrong
constant war
of what i think and what they say
constant battle
to keep me going strong
constant reminiscing of all i've decided wrong

should i listen to my best friend,
who says hes really worth it
should i listen to my sister,
who says im way too young
should i listen to my mind,
they say it knows best
or should i listen to my heart,
but they say its quite deceitful

constant mission
to desifer right from wrong
constant war
of what i think and what they say
constant battle
to keep me going strong
constant reminiscing of all i've decided wrong

should i go back to the past
or should i give the future a try
or maybe should i stay in the present, and live a long lie
its so hard to decide
when im in love w/ two
should i go back to the first
or give the second another try
or should i maybe stay where i am,
away from both, and live a lie,
lie about my love for my first,
lie about my love for the second.
lie and tell myself they're both not worth it

constant mission
to desifer right from wrong
constant war
of what i think and what they say
constant battle
to keep me going strong
constant reminiscing of all i've decided wrong

i think i'll live the lies
i think i'll stay with the present
say good-bye to the past
hope the future drops by
cause i think its easier to live my two lies
and hope
 
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