I hate breathing
I hate blinking
Thinking
that this pain will go away
It wont!
I hate knowing and showing
whats inside
Pouring my everything out to you
To EVERYONE who listens to the
STRUGGLES of my heart
and the BATTLES deep inside
I cannot hide
I hate crying
I hate dying
Lying
That I'm okay
When really
I'm hurting
Rewording
All I should say
So you dont think I'm crazy
No...
I DONT need your sympathy
I DONT need your pity
It’s shitty!
You dont give a care about me
It's not that hard to see
I know what you think when you blink
Judgeing me with unclean eyes
Ignoring my cries
I'm sick of you pricks
that dont really care
that say that you're there
I hate this weight
I hate this fate
I hate all the games you play
With my mind
Everyday
With my heart
Just leave me alone
Until my heart mends
And everything bends
Back the right way
And I pick up the pieces
Of my empty heart
Shattered
Scattered
Broken a part.
I'll dream of tomorrow
I'll wait for the day
When this pain goes away
And I can be free
Only then can I stay
But now I am gone
Trying to move on
With life
and strife
Picking my feet up
and trying to walk
Holding my tears back
Molding my heart
Being strong
Daddy's little girl
Alone in this world
Finding out where I belong
Never looking back
Just keeping on track
Until I am free
And my pain is gone.

 
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