I didn’t think it was real
What was the deal.
Why cant anything get better
I just keep getting more upset
Things start getting okay
Then it all goes down the drain
And once again
This girl is lost
Never to be found
I am all alone.
Lost in my troubles, lost in my head
I don’t know who the real me is
Am I losing my mind
What should I think.
Am I a nobody,
Or does somebody actually care.
Daddy was taken away from me, so I can’t see him
I almost lost my brother
My kitty and calf just died
And I don’t have much of a mother
Cutting is how I have coped
People were disappointed
But no one truly cared
They just sat there and stared
I see the looks people give me
Not too great, not too fond
Bringing down my self esteem
And all my hopes and dreams
One of the only people
Who actually loved me
Hurt me everyday
In sexual ways
My one true love
Was nothing real
He lived off lies
And I put him through hell
I guess im just not good enough
No matter how hard I try
I guess I’ll continue to always cry
For the rest of my life, Goodbye…

 
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