You think im fine
Now that ive stopped talking
As things get worst over time
You just continue walking

I need your special touch
It just meant so much
The way you held me
You made me feel so complete
Now its all gone.

You don’t understand
The way I feel
You think im a bitch and always angry
When really all my words spoken
Are out of fear and worries,
Fear of losing you and fear of things getting even worst
Afraid youll never really know the way
I feel about you because I am rude to you
And don’t give you what you deserve
I have made myself a bad person
Just from trying to be good enough
I changed so much for the worst
I cant even tell who the hell I am
Well, atleast now you know your not alone
You are not the only one who hates themselves
But at least I try
And you just get angrier
I never seem to do anything right
All I do is piss you off or scare you
I wish I could be the reason you were happy
Its been so long since ive seen your cute smile
Just thinking about it fills my eyes with tears
Believing maybe you wont let things go to the way they were before
You seem as if you just want things over
But ur too nice to tell me to get out of your life and leave you alone
Some how you accomplished
Taking one of the biggest pieces of my heart
And now its so mixed with confusions its messing with my head
I don’t understand what to think
But I do know that my heart and mind
Will never allow me
To stop loving or caring for you.

 
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