Thoughts are bundled up in my head,
can't eat, can't think, cant go to bed.
Tired of living my life this way,
wanting to die everyday.
Running the blade, across my skin.
At 10:00 I will begin.
Dont think that you cant change this,
not with a hug or a kiss.
Thinking I am worth nothing at all,
Not when the sun shines,or when the rain falls.
Im not happy in the inside,
all my feelings i always hide.
Im afraid of what wil happen to me,
so much beyond my eyes you cant see.
I am suffering from all the pain,
my body i choose not to substain.
Im so sick of the walls ive built
my soul is full of sorrow and guilt.
Nothing is gonna change my plan
you will never understand.
Im gonna leave this place pretty soon,
Knowing my life is already doomed.
Good luck and i love all of you,
there is nothing you can do.
 
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