just talking to you makes me nervously insane,but i love you

There is an empty silence after I say I love you too.
Driving me mentaly insane,cuz I care so much about you.
I havent really smiled cuz Ive been going through some pain.
I wish I could feel wet through my clothes from all the rain.
I was afriad that if you died,how I would make you feel deep down.
Would I be on ur mind as you fall to the ground.
Would you cry from me and not fromt he beat.
Im sweating from guilt and not from the heat.
Thinking of all the mistakes reminds me of my wrist.
And her trying for ur hand gets me hurt and pist.
Like I could choke her from it all tell her to leave you alone.
Would you hate me if I told her on my own.
I know that days from now Ill remember how it feels.
So damp in my hands like it is so unreal.
So all I can really know is that you said that you love me.
ill hold that to my grave on my stone so they can see.
There in my box will be a picture ill live for.
Me and you holding hands ,with my head next to yours.

 
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