to my decievers: written 12/6/2002

Hate overwhelms me and fills me inside
There's nowhere to run, there's nowhere to hide
The devil tempts me day after day
Telling me to hurt, to kill, to slay
I try not to give, in just living a lie
Most times all I wanna do is lie down and die
Why does it hurt so much just to live here?
Living around these demons, I have so much fear
One day they'll get what they deserve
When I shove the knife through their hearts- their life's on the
curve
Maybe they'll leave, my pain will go away
Maybe I'll be happy for just one full day
Or maybe not, and they'll haunt me through life
Till they turn around and fall on my knife
I'll watch them suffer as I push it through
And you wonder why I'd do this to you
Just take a look at what you've done to me
You won't like what you see
When you realize who I want to be
I'll be your misery.
 
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