Pain and suffering
This is what I get out of myself after I met with you
My pain
Never hurt me so bad
Until I looked at you
I had to go back
I couldn’t stand it
I couldn’t stand to look in your face
The face I loved
The face I thought could love me too
Love fell through past me
And here I am
Trying to write a poem
Or maybe it’s a song
I try to think of you
But my mind yells at me to stop
You spoke your peace
Broke my heart
Alone in my corner once again
Heartbroken
Sad
I never felt so torn in two in my life
Don’t look at me
I can not stand to see your eyes
Get away from me
My body hates you near
Help yourself through
Get yourself clear
Even though I don’t like you anymore
I can’t take you with me
This journey sucks
I know its does
I’m being pushed through it
Even though you are safe
I’m struggling through it
Please stay away
So, so far away
Can’t take the pain anymore
That my heart brings to bay
No more pain
No more hurt
I can’t stand to look at you
Hurts to much
I can’t even put on a fake smile
Look at me now
Our final good byes
I’ll miss you deep down in my heart
But I can’t stand to see you any longer

 
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