Over the edge
Because of all of you
I'll jump off this ledge
And theres nothing you can do
You people get under my skin
And I want to cut
But they took everything sharp, even my safety pin
I know I made promises but....
None of you REALLY care
At least thats how it feels
It aint fair
And all this shit aint a dream, its real
If I lied here bleeding and dying
I know you wouldnt care
I kno that I cant but even if I was crying
That really aint fair
But I know I'll deal
I alwayz do
But this time the pain feels even more real
And its because of all of you
Im slowly dying
And bleeding too
Even though Im crying
I need you to know I love you
I didnt mean wut I said
You know I never do
And even though Im dead
I'll always love y.o.u
The blood runs red
The scars go deep
I'll be in my bed
Sleeping my eternal sleep
This is my last message to you
I love you with all my heart and soul
But this was something I felt as if I had to do
Because in my heart was the biggest hole
The hole you wouldnt fill
I spent so many dayz thinkin about y.o.u
I loved y.o.u so much but still...
You never loved me and there was nothing I could do
I took my own life tonight
Wishing I wouldve had love
My casket is in sight
On the top y.o.u placed a dove
I'll never forget you
You were the best part of me
This I had to do
I wish you could see
But you cant see now
I dont think you ever could
I wish you would've showed me how
To do wut I should
But no one was ever there
I had no real friends
It felt like no one cared
So I made this my end
In the end I died
In the end you cried
In the end we werent together
Now I'll be gone forever


 
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