No matter how hard I try,
I can't stop thinking of you.
You're always in my heart,
The memories and all the things that you do.
I never tire of your company, and when you're away,
I crumble into nothing.
Just a person unworthy of the beautiful world, the world we often enjoy and
observe together.
You always see the beauty in everything.
Even in me.
Sometimes I wonder how I know you,
How am I so lucky?
I don't have a lot, but luck is something I possess.
Undeniably, I want to be with you forever,
Want to live and breathe you.
Have you beside me with no worries,
No apprehension at all.
Sometimes I'm scared,
Overwhelmed by the fact that you love me.
And I don't know what to do.
I'm just so afraid to trust,
Unbelievably afraid to trust the one thing that I know to be true.
It's crazy how things work like that.
I just wish I knew how to make the right decision,
I've always had trouble with that,
I just need help,
And you're the only one I can to turn to.
The future is so unpredictable,
and I'm not sure of many things.
But feelings are an easy thing to be sure of.
I know that when I'm with you,
nothing else matters,
And I desire you alone,
Your affection and ideas fill me entirely.
I guess time is the only element that decides.
I don't know how to get around my insecurities,
But I know that I love you,
And you have helped me to see the beauty and purity in life.
And you've helped me to look inside myself,
And for the first time ever,
I am amazed at what I see.
I may not always know what I want,
But for now just hold me.

 
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