This torture is never ending
my life keeps bending
forward and back again
to the point that it's gonna end

moving forward seems impossible
the "happy" days just don't last
am i just not curable?
am i always gonna be harassed?

why do they feel the need to touch
when all i've ever done is trust
now my life doesn't reflect much
it's left me with nothing but disgust

they've left me no choice
i've nothing left but distrust,
though there's this still small voice
telling me, "living is a must"

DISTRUST--on may ask why?
"why not?" I'd reply!
you'd be feeling the same ways
if you'd been touched those days

DISTRUST--want to know why?
it's all because of a guy
in particular--my cousin
who made me a non virgin

DISTRUST--they messed it up for
everyone
now you must find the way to my
heart
cause this surely can't be undone
unless somehow my life could
restart.
 
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