Slam the door 
I'm crying 
Grab the blade 
I feel like dying 
Slice my arm 
Watch it bleed 
There are no warnings 
That i will heed 
My blood and my tears 
Fall onto the bed 
And I sit and wonder 
What's going through my head 
I just want 
To dull the pain inside 
But i know it doesn't work 
This is not the first time I have tryed 
But, oh how my soul hurts 
Because it is so bare 
And my heart keeps crying out 
In so much despair 
I figure cutting 
Is the only way out 
I'm drowning in this pool 
Of worry and self doubt 
So I will just keep cutting 
And crying myself to sleep 
And maybe, just once 
I'll cut a little to deep. 
 
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