I take the bottle
Twist off the cap
I dump out some pills
Right into my lap

Not bothering to count
I put them in my hand
Shove them down my throat
And hope God will understand

Don't know how many i took
I really couldn't tell
Keep wishing life was over
For I'm on my way to hell

I get so very dizzy
As I fall onto the floor
Knowing as I fade away
Life's not worth this anymore

Sooner or later I awake
With bruises on my head
I carefully get up
And wander off to bed

As I lay there thinking about
All I've done and where I've been
I ask myself the same old question
Why'd I do this once again?


 
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