*~...:::Lost Innocence:::...~*

My pain won't go away,
Seems it's here to stay.
The pain's too hard, I can't deal with it,
My life's just a bunch of bull shit.

My emotion is swirling round and round,
A new sanctuary is what I've found.
A knife to the skin,
Relieves all pain within.

I sit on the bathroom floor,
After I have locked the door.
The memory of my rape,
Plays in my head like a video tape.

The grandfather of mine,
Went way out of line.
He's ruined my life,
Now it all depends on this knife.

I do not make a sound,
As my blood hits the ground.
For the blood is caused by me,
It's there for the whole world to see.

This is my last good-bye,
This is the day that I will die.
The feeling in my legs drain,
I lay on the ground. There is no more pain.

~Peacefully deceased I lay,
Never to see another day~
 
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