I lie here in the middle of my room, crying, with a knife on my hand.
My mom is on the other side of the door, yelling and shoutting " Nancy
open the door; please dont do this"

I've made my decision....
The clocks ticks and my blood drips.
I lie here almost unconsious, when mom rushes in and asks me,
" why, why did u do this?"
I point to my step-dad and reply;
Its because of him that my life is a living hell, i did this to end this
hell of mine. It's because of HIM that i did this, mom.
After that everything went black.
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Next time i opened my eyes i was lying on a hospitol bed.
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I was tired of my life and tired of living it depressed.
I tried to put a stop to this, but something went wrong.
It was all just a bad timing!
My wish didnt come true but that isnt goin to stop me from trying to commit
SUICIDE again.
You just wait and see, that one of this days my wish will come true.

I wont stop until i die!

 
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