Cautiously proding the open gash
i see the priest draw dagger close
the arms and legs of baby slash
while in synoptic comatose.

i watched himstab the baby cold
and scream a cry of hideous rage
now the child lies in mold
and opther things not on this page.

a child born and meant to die
i heard it cry its final screams
when all was done i forced a sigh
but knew that baby would haunt my dreams.

in later days i'd come to find
as i became numb to death
i couldn't find it in my own mind
to care for one last waking breath.

but soon i found a hope alass
a hope that had gone amiss
a hope so pure it seemed of glass
that found me in synoptic comatosis.

now the days of dark are gone
and christ is in my heart to stay
now i know i must go on
all throughout life's dissaray.

as i look backi can't forget
those days i lived in black
as i recall those days regret
i know i'm truly back.

back to the days of christ alone
and all his radiance bright and clear
eventhough there is no tone
i still hear that screming in my ear.

that childs life was faint but true
and deserved a chance to live
but his body has renew
because God has grace to give.

he gave his only son for man to kill
to atone the sin of all
my sins helped his blood to spill
to know this makes me want to crawl.

i want ot crwal because i helped kill
the greatest man to walk the earth
to see that baby's death made me ill
but Jesus died for that babes rebirth.

i can't help but feel bad
for watching that child die
but to know that i killed Christ
makes my soul tear up and cry!!!
 
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