I don't know why I am this way.
Protecting my heart constantly,
By pushing people away.
I have always been like this,
Always been so unloving,
And that is the way it always is.
All my relationships last less than a week,
And I am the one who usually puts them to an end,
As I hide my feelings away so deep.
I will never change the way I am,
The way I treat people who love me,
And making it seem like I don't give a damn.
I'm truly sorry for any guy trying to make me love them,
Because when it comes down to it,
The chances are very slim.
I know I seem cruel,
Sometimes harsh,
And can make a grown man even drool.
I know I might seem and look sweet and innocent,
But deep within I have no emotions;
I'm beat up and bent.
I'll always protect myself,
From any man.
Keep my heart safe away on a very high shelf.
Keep it locked away in a box,
which can never be opened,
Because it is protected by a million locks.
I'm sorry for my next victum or my next prey.
Because I will have my heart protected,
far far away.
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