Sometimes I cry myself to sleep,
hoping to get the pain away
I try not to let the tears come in the prescence of people
I cover my sadness with a smile,
but sumtimes it isn't worth while
The water just comes out of my innocent eyes on its own

I pray to God things get better
I hope to find whut I need
It feels as if I've been searching forever
For the purpose of life
And I wish to gather all my thoughts and pain,
Stop the cutting in my vein,
Throw it all out
Once I find out whut I'm all about
Tell me why does it all matter,
this life that we live
They say it's a journey,
But how can it be when your not happy

All day long I sit alone
Until my skin decays to bone,
Trying to put that smile on,
But it all feels fake and wrong
Trying to laugh myself to sleep,
Instead crying
 
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