*This is all that I feel from a nightmare that has become my reality, that
I cannot control-a illness that has all the power leaving me defenseless..*




Those waking mornings,
The endless pain,
The killing,
And insane.

I don’t want to live another day,
No more breath is left in me,
I can’t take it no more,
Wish to close my eyes for the last time,
And leave the endless war.

My cries,
Uncontrolled,
Feel deprived of my mind,
Left to lay in scorn,
Of my own voice,
The ripping voice that breaks me so.

Fraility-
Has left me limb,
Feel defenseless to live,
The gasping for another breathe,
Is not worth it anymore.

I don’t want to live another day,
It has taken my life away,
Carved my happiness clear from me,
Leaving me cold and worn,
Laying on cobble stones deserted from everything.

Silence…….
The fear that lays,
Inside my veins,
Weezing…
Everything’s spinning…….

I don’t want to live another day,
Left maurdered invisibly,
Traumatized,
From a haunting,
A rarity no one else can see.
Let me go…..
Not another day……

 
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